jack and jill

#It's 8.30 and i'm done with Philo! :) and all of a sudden, i have this urge to blog here when in fact i'm supposed to be working on my Tumblarity. haha. so yes, maybe it's safe to say that i do miss blogging here. and that i super agree with everything Jeremy Bentham had to say.
##PBB's overrated. sorry for hurting your feelings, lean. but i'm still gonna watch it anyway to see if Kuya'll go all OA again in dealing w/ his housemates.
###My Philo paper feels like crap. it doesn't seem right. haha. i know i should be happy that i finished it earlier than expected but i just can't. thinking about it all the more makes me anxious. like what if Sir M doesn't get any bit of it?
####And the clock ticks nearer to sembreak! yay.
Will tumble now. bbye.

Just like how bianca said goodbye to her blog before she entered the PBB house,
i'm going to pay my last respects to mine today. (obviously, for an entirely different reason haha)
Bye, blog.
I'll be Tumbling for a while (and it might be a reallyyy long while so don't expect any updates from me anytime soon. haha).
I will miss you, blog.
Love, me.
:)

sour grapes

And those eyes did it again last night.
i'm not liking this at all.
Happy Sunday, people. :)
'Hi Aien' was all it took to snap me out of reality AGAIN. i don't find it comforting, really.
And please, can we all stop being bitter? :)

fcuk you very very much LSS

Listening to 99 red balloons to pass time.
I'm supposed to be at school by now, covering that volleyball game Toto told me to do. but this heavy downpour of rain dampens my Orlando spirit. haha so i might start supporting the team later this afternoon. how's that for FS/full support? :))
And OMG, i seriouslyyyyy cannot believe i'm falling. i knew it. i shouldn't have stared too long at those pair of eyes. wtf. :/this is what happens when i see owl eyes. okay, i think i should stop and reserve the rest of the tiny details for my burnbook. hahaha.
Anywaay, it's BD's fiesta today. and i haven't asked the parents if i could go there. for sure, they'd disapprove so i spared the chance of being lectured by my mom on the cons of sleeping over at a friend's house by not bringing up the topic at all. period.
Darnit, it's still raining. i better go find some other productive thing to do now. T.T

bubblewrap

And my heart skipped a beat. jk.

I love holidays. but sometimes, long weekends get a little bit tiring. especially when the Net's all i have to cheer me up. seriously, i think i have no life now. all i ever do is stare in front of the computer screen and type away. pathetic.
From now on, no more mention of Obs here. HA. :) bye Obs, see you in my burnbook.
And yes, i've made my very own burnbook. HAHAHA. and you'd have to kill me before i let you read it. don't worry, i didn't say anything really, really mean about you Martin... for the meantime. :))
I still cannot believe when Dodong said he has PLURK. & all of a sudden, Rasel began to look confused. and she was all like, 'flirt.com'? =))=))=)) that was the best-est. but anyway, let's go back to Dodong's story. yes Lean, he has plurk. *blushes* but plurk keeps on insisting that his username doesn't exist. so maybe Dodong's just making up stories for us to have something to talk about. hahaha :DD
So we have one day for OPD duty. great, just great. :) [no sarcasm here, really] i hope we don't have to devote two more days for make up. I HOPE. and i finished my journal reading for Ma'am J today. hahaha i really don't know what has gotten into me. i just did. so now i only have to worry about my report and how to do Leopold's. haha it pays to be productive :)
Fun Days next week. :) can't believe i'm still not passionate about it. lol. but, for a change, i think i might watch all the events and cheer for my batch. lol.
I'm hungry >.< thinking of the Fun Days reminds me of the food stalls that they'd probably put up in school next week. or will they be there for the U Week? i really dont care. i need to eat cheeseburgers :( & Heaven's Torte! :(
I think i have to go. as in now. i've been here since 1pm wasting my time on nonsense. haha.

The world is such an emotional place.

and today was such an emotional day.
& yes, tak-an mn ko cmu. :/
1. Toto's cool after all. :) i wasn't expecting that Booker T joke at all. hahaha, but that definitely capped my day.
2. And now the world's ganging up on me.
Another entry cut short. hahaha, where did my vocabulary go? :(

Farmville

MUST WATCH 500 DAYS OF SUMMER AND POST GRAD.
And this time, i swear not to buy baked mac. or cerealicious. or any finger food that tastes so bad without gravy or ketchup.
I remember the fllick list i made months ago and i kinda feel bad for not watching any of the movies i wrote there. haha. Nsg's taking up most of my precious time && money darnit.
i. Nursery duty starts tomorrow! can't wait to get my hands on an actual crying and cooing baby. :) God knows how much i love cuddling neonates. haha and i seriously thank Him for pm shifts. i'd die if i have to endure another week of duty from 11pm-7am. so the only thing that's bothering me now is my bandage scissors w/c Jestoni has not yet returned. :-ss will i be getting a warning slip for that?
ii. i sort of have this feeling that, while i'm upstairs right now typing nonsense in my blog, my brother's in my room reading my journal. yes, because i was so stupid to leave it open on my desk. hahaha so yeah, he has probably read some of the deepest, darkest secrets i've written there by now. hahaha. but wtvr. i know a whole lot of his secrets w/c i can use to blackmail him anyway. :D the world is truly fair, kids.
iii. Lean just officially broke my heart. (well, sort of) & no, it's not coz of Dodong. he has already broken my heart waaaay too much since our first ever Lifeline meeting when he kept on talking to the girl. anywaaay, L told me 500 Days of Summer might not be shown here. :(( okay, i am seriously shifting my mood right now. i am very disappointed. and, like Martin, depressed. :(