the video above is a gift from dear Bro. Erol, our 4th year HS adviser. idk why but everytime videos about our class are posted on Youtube.com, i suddenly burst into tears. i guess its due to the fact that i havent really moved on from my highschool life yet. it takes time. you see, for four years, i have been confined to Ateneo de Iloilo- SMCS with the same classmates, same teachers, same school staff, same food for recess&&lunch, same tambayans, et al. & all these make it kinda hard for me to accept that i now belong to a totally different school, WVSU.
tbh, however, i dont want to think of WVSU as my current school. id rather call it my university. why, you ask? because schools are supposed to be second homes. && id be a hypocrite to call WVSU my school because there are times when i find myself completely lost there. sure, i did make friends in the past few weeks; i did share jokes with my classmates; i did listen to our teachers' lectures. but there are times when i just feel out of place x[
but ive finally decided to change that now. i know that being Ms. Pessimistic all the time wont do me any good. instead of concentrating on my studies, i might get depressed if i continue loathing over the fact that highschool's over. am i right? :]
