Sunday, August 31, 2008

42

1. Do you hate being alone?
` at times


2. Do you know anyone named John?
` JohnLloyd my lab :]

3. Ever kissed anyone with a name
starting with K?
` Kiki. haha

4. Do you have any siblings?
` i have two

5. Do you have look alike?
` blaaah. i beg to differ

6. What color are the walls in your
bedroom?
` unfortunately, pink

8. Are you named after a grandparent?
` huo knu. i dont get it though. Oxiliadora plus Nena = Allen? dw ndi dba? haha

9. Are you a heavy sleeper?
` noo. but i sleep waaay too long

10. Who did you last hug?
` Lola

11. What's a sure way for someone to catch your attention?
` butlog mataaa, go

12. Do you find it easier to forgive
or forget?
` forget

13. Give me a lyric from
the song you're listening to?
` this could be the start of something new

16. Who was the last person to send
you a text message?
` Happy

18. Do you like to read?
` im liking it again

19. Are you jealous?
` of what? of who?

20. What made you smile today
` jokes w/ siblings on the way home

21. What are you doing?
` this. finishing blog project for English

23. What's the first thing you would
do with a million dollars?
` splurge on fooood :] then on clothes :]

25. How many hours did you sleep for
last night?
` er, from 1 til 10

26. Who was the last person you had a
sleep over with?
` idk

27. Who's the last person that creeped
you out?
` idk

28. Do you like your school?
` pfrt is all i can say. haha

29. What jewelry are you wearing?
` right now, wla

30. Anything fun happened today?
` yes. w/ family

31. Anything bad happened today?
` na brownout while we were having Mass :

33. Are you mad at anyone?
` not rly

34. What's the last thing you bought?
` icecream sundae

35. Have you cried today?
` no

36. Do you think that someone is
thinking about you right now?
` i hope DDDDDD does. haha kag btw damu D sa kalibutan. dont be kitid utak ;]

37. Do you have shoes on?
` no

38. Whats the closest thing to you that is pink?
` a pic frame. Disney Princesses. haha

39. Do you get annoyed easily?
` these days, yes

40. Do you like someone?
` yes :]

41. What are you going to do this
weekend?
` um, U Day w/ CPU. lagaaw w/ Pol & Xiao

42. Are you good at saving money?
` thats one of my major problems

Happy

so twas Happy's bday today. & he treated us to lunch and a movie - For The First Time. tbh though, it wasnt all that kilig-yy. but im still thankful coz Happy was generous the whole time today. haha. we also had our picture taken at a studio -- something we rarely do na. but we did it anyway. i was w/ HAMA plus Byron thus BAHAM. Ye came for lunch but she had to go after coz of their nearing midterm exams. then, after Mus & Angel left, Happy led us to Red Ribbon to talk over some cake. weee. me likeeey. haha. hey, i was buot to Happy the whole time today too. all in all, the day was great. REALLY :]

Saturday, August 30, 2008

a long survey

The Basics
Full name:: Desiree Allen Piccio Cadiena
Home town:: Iloilo City
Birthday:: Dec3 1991
Appearance
Hair color:: brownblackwtvr
Eye color:: daaaaark brown
Height:: 5'2
Contacts or glasses:: neither
Piercings:: i have one on each ear
Do you wear any rings?: no
What shoes do you wear?: either flats, flops, or sneakers
Just Lately
How are you today?: happy. Happy treated us to lunch and a movie :]
What pants are you wearing?: on shorts, dude
What shirt are you wearing?: yellow sleeveless
What song are you listening to right now?: nada
What was the last thing you ate?: sago't gulaman c/o Mum
How is the weather right now?: idk
What time is it?: 11:28pm
More About You
What are the last four digits of your phone?: 3058
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: yellow
Have you ever almost died?: nope
Do you like the person you got this survey from?: not close. haha
What makes you happy?: friends food & family
What's the best advice ever given to you?: er
Ever done drugs?: no
What sport do you hate the most?: none really
What sport do you love the most?: basketball
How many TVs do you have in your house?: the ones that function you mean? 2
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: yes!
Have you ever broken a bone?: just close to that
Who do you tell your dreams to?: friends
Your Friends
Who is the...Loudest?: Ye
Quietest?: Xiao
Weirdest?: we're all weird :]
Smartest?: Kiki. duuh
Funniest?: Shyne
Most energetic?: tnaaan. the Dwarves, the COF, the HAMA, the Spartans <3
Least energetic?: Byron, my hoe
Preppiest?: none really
Blondest?: c Brie you want?
One you can trust with anything?: the ones i answere sa Most Energetic quexn
Best friend?: ditto. pro dw Dwarves gd. hahaha
Most likely to end up in jail?:
Cutest?: Musay
Daredevil?: Happy, the kontrabida
Shortest?: Kiki. bwahaha not me this time
Tallest?: Luj
Would you die for your friends?: er
Do you have a crush on any of your friends?: used to. hahaha
You and Love
Do you believe in love?: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes. stupid, i know
Do you want to get married?: yes. or maybe not. ma laon nlg ko ah
What song do you want to be played at your wedding?: I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing - Nina. hahaha xet corny :D
Dream guy--GIRLS FILL OUT ONLY!
Long or short hair?: short hair
Curly or straight?: that depends on what fits him. axli dpat straight ky kulong nko dn. hahaha
Tall or short?: taller puhlease
Good boy or bad boy?: a little in between
Hat or no hat?: no hat
Ears pierced or not?: not
Dimples?: suure. wtvr
Studly or cutie?: cutie!
Smart or dumb?: SMART PLEASE!
Boxers or briefs?: boxers. haha
Funny or romantic?: funny!
This/That
Lights on or off:: dpends
McDonalds or Burger King:: Mcdo
Do you wish on stars?: no
Which finger is your favorite?: point finger
What do you think of the person you took this from?: :]
Do you like your handwriting?: yes

What's your favorite lunch meat?: whatever
Any bad habits?: :-ss
Do you have any embarrasing CDs on your shelf?: nope!thanks Frank
If you were another person would you be friends with yourself?: sure
Are you a daredevil?: kind of
Do looks matter?: medjo
What do you miss the most right now?: highschool
What are you thinking of right now?: something someone said
Do you think there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: haha go look for it
Do fish have feelings?: gru eh
How do you release anger?: i mukmok then emote. then eventually get over it ok?
Where is your second home?: AdI
Do you trust others easily?: yes, unfortunately
What was your favorite toy as a child?: Lego! kag Barbie!
What class in school do you use as "nap time"?: Chem
Are you in love with someone?: idk how i feel as of the moment
What's your favorite color(s)?: green, yellow, white
What is your least favorite thing in the world?: rude people
Ever been on TV or in the newspaper?: yes
What do you do when you're sad or depressed?: mukmok again til i get over it
Do you use sarcasm a lot?: oh yes!
What are your nicknames?: Aien, Des, Desi, Poorita, Yen
Would you bungee jump?: yes!
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: depends
What are you worried about right now?: basketball bwas?
Anything else you want to add?: hey ;]

Friday, August 29, 2008

weird post

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i overslept today -- something out of the usual, at least. we were supposed to have a curriculum meeting but i wasnt able to get out of bed til 1pm. yes, not exaggerating here. coz im weird like that.
& oh, i have something important to say to DA. yes, il be using initals now. it saves time really. & yes, coz im weird like that. nobody knows who he/she is anyway. i just want to get something out of my system.

Dear DA,
wow. you must really be proud of yourself for assuming that we're talking about you. actually, we werent talking about you that time you smirked. why would we? we were talking about something else. but the guts, men. you must really have a lot of it. you probably think the world revolves around you when its not even close to that. just coz girls are going gaga over you doesnt mean im one of them. well yes, i was one of them. 'was' is a past tense, my dear. so you better stop dreaming. i suggest you better be contented with the girls who get kilig at your sight coz there are others who kinda start getting irritated at it. haha and oh, the 5th of June? forget it. that was crap. i knew you were just desperate for company that time. but now coz you think you're so cool that day will just be crap. see you around school. but i wish our paths wouldnt cross often. theres something about you that kinda pisses me off, you see.
Your fan,
Aien

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

HD

yeah, its what they call HD, a shorter term for Hidden Desire. its funny how these two letters make a person kilig. haha idk why.

Monday, August 25, 2008

hodgepodge

yes, tis all hodgepodge. even the pic. haha i just felt like sharing it to you. its our supposed to be creative shot for the yearbook. & since i didnt know what props to bring, i whipped this smiley up at the very last second before the shoot.
so anywaay. things ive realized only very recently:
i. its my parents' special day today -- their anniversary. & i love them to death but they just dont know it :]
ii. i should be spending as much time as i can with my hs friends coz i think the next semester will be keeping us busy
iii. GMs are fun except if you see 100 unread msgs on your phone w/c arent even half important
iv. theres actually nothing wrong with my WVSU classmates. haha maybe im just so pessimistic. i got the chance to bond with them today over doing our TFN project here at home & we kinda talked a lot
v. i can actually have serious talks with Happy without jokes. haha! & those talks are kinda refreshing
vi. its cool how the Spartans got to hang out together over the long weekend despite our conflicting schedules
vii. its even cooler how we [Ye, Happy, Mus, I, Jenzen, Luj] manage to do stuff we normally do despite our busy college lives
viii. Ledesco lagaws once in a while are refreshing
ix. Happy's house is literally a grassy field away from us. really
x. i am totally clueless about the opposite gender. thanks to Paul
xi. im getting used to our cable-less TV
xii. im short. period
xiii. though we have GM wars, i still looooove my Spartans to death :] srsly

GMs

its funny how a single GM can cause 100 others. haha. & i did that just last night & today. & that somehow pissed some people off. so sorry.

urbandic.com rocks. haha

Got this from Multiply. wtf? hahaha xp
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the definition/s it gives you.
1) Your name?

Desiree - hot and sexy girl. they look really hot. Youd want to be with them forever and ever!!!!!!
wth? hahaha. but this is the better one of the five defs that were there. haha Byron would be very happy to know. haha
2) Your age?
16 - If you are 16 you are pretty much an adult, which means YOU ROCK!
okaay. i dont quite agree with this. im not yet an adult. im YOUNG :]
3) One of your friends?
Byron - The leetest mother****** on the planet. he ownz all. better rekanize
hahaha. i soo soo agree. hoeliness!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

surveey 2

Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t?
` yes, i often do that with people im not comfortable to be with

Q: Do you think anyone out there loves you?
` yes, family&friends of course :]

Q: What do you currently hear right now?
` ASAP. Sara Geronimo's voice singing 'ice ice baabyy' haha


Q: Who did you hug last?
` my Lola dearest

Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
` idk. haha no one said that recently

Q: Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
` er, who would call me at that unholy hour? but ifever it rings, oh please let it be -A-. haha!

Q: What do you think your best friend's doing right now?
` chatting with me. haha

Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
` 27

Q: Does your boyfriend/girlfriend know how you feel?
` i dont have one

Q: What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
` nothing really. my classmates are just coming over to do a project for TFN. joooy

Q: Do you think you like anyone?
` yes, after yesterday, yes :]

Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
` no

Q: Are you jealous of anyone right now?
` not really

Q: Do you like your first name?
` suure. but its mispronounced most of the time

Q: Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
` that depends on how he cheated

Q: Is there anyone you hate?
` not really hate. THEY just annoy slash irritate me. THEY are ruuude

Q: What are you looking forward to next month? -
` Xiao coming home! yaaay

Q: What color is your hair?
` Lola says its brown black & even red. haha

Q: Are you single or taken?
` single

Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
` yes. for weeks, but it didnt last long

Q: Do you think you’re old?
` no & i realized that just last night :] im young

Q: Are you afraid of the dark?
` i was when i was a kid. but now im pretty ok with it

Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
` yes. i used to before. but i was insecure then. not anymore

Q: Can you see yourself ever being with someone you’ve been with before?
` if 'someone youve been with before' means someone youve been hanging out with, then suuure

Q: Do you talk a lot?

` with highschool friends, i talk a lot. but wvsu somehow keeps me mum these days. i dont talk that much there

Q: Can you play billiards?
` i tried. haha at Punta Villa once

Q: When was the last time you cried really hard?
` idk. a looong time ago probably & i dont wanna recall

Q: If you could change your eye color would you?
` no, im contented with it & everything else i have

Q: Ever kissed one of your friends?
` yes

Q: Are you conscious?
` at times, yes. at times, no

Q: Last (other's) bed you slept in and with who?
` at my gramps' place. i was alone then

Q: Ever danced in front of the mirror?
` yes, in a desperate attempt to perfect a dance move for a class presentation. haha

Q: How many hours sleep did you get last night?
` from past 12 til 10 this morning. you do the math

Q: Are you friends with any of your ex?
` like i said, i dont have any

Q: What song are you listening to?
` a song with a title i forgot

Q: Have you told anybody you loved them today?
` yes, Tito :]

Q: Who was the last friend/girlfriend/boyfriend in your house?
` er. Byron, Megan, Kiki, Happy. it couldve been Luj but i wasnt here that time he passed by. haha

Q: Can a girl and a boy be bestfriends with out having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?
` yes. duh question

surveey for the day

1. You're trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
` thats impossible coz i dont have any

2. You're stuck on an elevator with the person you've fallen the hardest for, what happens?
` haha il finally be able to make friends with him. thank God. so hi Obs! hi Digimon!

3. The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don't talk to any of your current friends or family members anymore. Do you marry them?
` what the hell? that aint true love. haha. plus, im not actually psyched about the idea of marrying a celebrity. my life's pretty fine without one in it


4. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
` that would never happen coz we even used to fight over the same person. haha

5. If you ever want live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine. Do you do it?
` only one day? id smoke coke if it could make me live for a longer time. at least longer than one day


6. If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
` obviously, i wont. im the type who'd crack under pressure. i'd probably not be able to think well & sort things out in such a short span of time

7. When is the last time you were in a photobooth taking pictures with friend?
` we dont do photobooths. but the last time we had our pictures taken at an actual studio was like in our 3rd year. coz Icee wanted to since she was about to leave that time

8. Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
` i kinda forgot. but i last slept over at my gramps' place during Typhoon Frank

9. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
` yes. haha twas during one of those times when, well, i just seem not to be ready to greet them

10. Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it?
` so far, no

11. On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
` right now, being in an entirely new environment. i miss highschool sooo bad that it makes me teary-eyed not seeing my highschool friends for a long time

12. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
` no. my current college buddies can never replace my highschool bestfriends. its not a promise, its a fact :]

13. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
` i last held hands with Jenzen coz there was a buang person. haha. hm, yes, Jenzen means a lot. haha. hes one of the people i consider my real friends, you see :]

14. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
` if were in our late 20s already, then i guess it wouldnt hurt to see him smoke. but if were still like in our teenagehood, then thats gross

15. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
` yess :]

16. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
` twasnt really that deep but Ye talked to us bout her school dilemma. she wants to transfer to UP

17. Are you going anywhere next summer?
` i dont know. but what i know is that well be having summer classes that would keep us busy

18. Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
` no, in fact, i dont want anyone to call. haha. im usually tamad to chika with anyone over the phone

21. Do you secretly like someone?
` ohyess. haha. but my secrets get spilled most of the time, so i guess my friends know about it already

22. Do you announce when you have to pee?
` yes. haha. only with people im comfortable with though

23. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
` twas during our Graduation, i think. almost all of us cried

24. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
` no. my Mom would figure out if im mad or pissed off. haha

25. How is life going for you right now?
` college is hell for me

26. Do you trust people easily?
` im trying my best not to anymore considering that im in an entirely different community na. idk what kind of people i deal with everyday

27. Do you give out second chances easily?
` i think i already answered that on the previous survey

28. Do you smile a lot?
` i used to smile a lot. & oh yeah, i smile a lot these days -- whenever im with my close friends


29. One thing you're looking forward to:
` er, my Filipino talumpati & our Buwan ng Wika presentation so we can get over with it na

30. How do you feel about change?
` change is always hard to accept. nothing's more permanent in this world than change though so i have to deal with it


31. Have you ever cried from being so mad?
` yes, id cry almost everytime i argue with Wency

32. Last time you got a text message and smiled?
` last night :] i was texting Spartans


33. Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
` yes, i think twas Angel. & others too back in highschool

34. Are you happy?
` i guess

37. If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
` no, like i said, i get afraid easily

38. First person to text today?
` when i woke up, i had 4 unread messages. idk which of those came first. but i read Xiao's first

39. The person you're in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
` cry and cry. & eventually get over it after some time

Saturday, August 23, 2008

surveey 2

LETTER 'A'
Are you Available?
` no, im too busy with college to even bother


What is your Age?
` 16. & i suddenly realize how young i am! haha

What/Who Annoys you?
` people who seek attention. like theyre too desperate for attention that they spend time doing foolish things. & people who are arrogant & ruude. & recently i meet people of those kind. & it kinda disgusts me

LETTER 'B'
Do you live in a Big house?
` big is qualitative. so whats big for one may nor may not be big for another. haha. but i guess our house is not that big. but some say it is. wtvr. haha

When is your Birthday?
` dec3 1991

THE LETTER 'C'
What's your favorite Chocolate?
` Cadbury :] && everything else that doesnt taste cheap

THE LETTER 'D'
Do you Daydream?
` yes. very. is it normal?

What's your favorite kind of Dog?
` im actually not a fan of dogs. scratch that. im not a fan of any animal, at all

What Day of the week is it?
` Saturdaaay

THE LETTER 'E'
Have you ever been in the Emergency
room?
` no. thank God, no

Did you have a crush dat starts w/
letter E?
` hahaha. nope. they used to tease me with someone whose name starts with an E. but naah, no feelings. haha

.THE LETTER 'F'
Favorite Flower?
` not a fan of flowers

THE LETTER 'G'
Do you chew Gum?
` yes. but my retainers sometimes get in the way coz the gum would stick to it soo hassle

Are you a Giver or a taker?
` taker. bwahaha. but at times when noone else is willing to play the role of a Giver, i take it. haha

THE LETTER 'H'
What's your Height?
` okok, dont push it. im putot ok? 5'2'' i guess. & they had to make me realize that today. i hung out with 5'5'ers yknow 7 i felt like a kid

what color is your Hair?
` brownblack. my Lola said it looked red. haha

THE LETTER 'I'
What's your favorite Ice cream?
` Brasoz. & if it werent for the price, FIC's Raspberry too

Have you ever Ice skated?
` teach me first. plus, theres no rink in the city

Do you play an Instrument?
` i attempted to. but i totally sucked. id learn to strum a line or two then after a week id forgot how to do it. haha

THE LETTER 'J'
Have you ever heard a really hilarious
Joke?
` yes, everyday when i was a senior, id hear a suuuuper funny joke

Do you wear Jewelry?
` yes, when i go out or something

THE LETTER 'K'
Do you want Kids?
` maybe, maybe not. that depends on how my future goes

the LETTER 'L'
` soo, whats L? if you ask about loove, haha. forget it. i got kilig kagina. pshh. haha slight lng gle

THE LETTER 'M'
Whats your favorite Movie?
` for now, Elizabethtown although i didnt get to see its ending. but its quite a unique love story actually. & i liked how KD & OB played their roles

do you still watch disney Movies?
` yes. & i wouldve still continued if it wasnt for our cable-less television sets

Do you like Mangoes?
` yes. most especially Mango shake & oh, Mango Float too! yuuum

THE LETTER 'N'
Do you have a Nickname?
` yess, Aien. & other names too like Desi [my Gr6 nickname], Poorita [haha, thats what they called me during our senior year], Hoe/Lutlut [Byron's special nick for me]. but i like Aien of all best

What's your favorite number?
` 7 :] idk for what reason but like it best eversince i used it as my jersey number back in our sophie year

do you prefer Night over day?
` that depends on whats happening

THE LETTER 'O'
Whats your One wish?
` Can we just stop and talk a while? haha.

THE LETTER 'P'
What is one fear you are most Paranoid
about?
` err. Sims perhaps. hahaha & oh, failing grades at school too. & yes, thats what i think im going to get at school soon. but i pray for it not to happen

THE LETTER 'Q'
Are you Quick (to) judge people?
` yes, sorry

THE LETTER 'R'
Do you watch Reality tv?
` yes. PBB & PDA. haha im soo Pinoy-ish right now

THE LETTER 'S'
Do you prefer sun or rain?
` when its raining, i want to see the sun. when the sun's too out, i want it to rain. weird, aye?

Do you like Snow?
` i have never seen, felt, touched, smelled, & er, heard snow in my entire life. hahaha

THE LETTER 'T'
What Time is it?
` PC says its 10:18pm. ok?

What time did you wake up?
` twas about quarter to 11, i think. i stayed up til 1 last night texting Cha and Megan

. THE LETTER 'V'
Whats the worst veggie?
` most veggies are worst. except for carrots and mushrooms

Where do you want to go on Vacation?
` anywhere but to the place ive already been to. i also would want to spend it at Manila or Cebu. then yes, i would also want to go somewhere out of the country. Europe, here i come [haha, i wish]!

THE LETTER 'W'
Will you go to the past?
` suuure, if given the chance. but i wouldnt change it. i would just want to feel how its like to be there once more

THE LETTER 'X'
Have you ever had an X-ray?
` yes, twas needed for West

Do you own a xylophone?
` nooo

THE LETTER 'Y'
Do you like the color yellow?
` recently, yes. i began liking it just after school started. soo refreshing

.What Year were you born in?
` 1991

THE LETTER 'Z'
Whats your Zodiac sign?
` sag

Do you believe in ZODIACS?
` i used to. but i was a kid then, so gullible. haha

surveey

1st everr survey on this blog. all the other ones i post on Friendster. so for a change, il do it here. & il keep my answers a little deeper, this time

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
` tomorrow, i would like to hear Mass -- the usual thing we do on Sundays

Do you bite your fingernails?
` hahaha. yes, eversince we played Sims. in fact, nail biting is my favorite emoticon :-ss

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
` er, guess not. Mom was cooking the time i arrived at home and kissed her. & there was noone else in the kitchen but her


Do you have unlimited texting?
` yes, im still registered to it now. but its gonna expire in less than two hours, i think

Where were you at 9pm Wednesday night?
` probably watching a teleserye on ABS-CBN. haha & oh, thinking about what another Thursday at school would bring. ugh

What happened at 6:00 am today?
` at 6am today, Jenzen was keeping on flooding my inbox & i was still fast asleeep

Have you kissed a girl in the last three days?
` ive kissed my Mom. in fact, i kiss her everyday. does that count?

Does anyone call you babe?
` naaah. & ew. it sounds sooo manyak when someone says that. haha!

Do you want someone back in your life?
` yes :] i want THEM back. if only i could turn back time

What jewelry are you wearing?
` right now, im not wearing any

Do you drink tea?
` iced, yes

What's the number one thing you want in your life right now?
` friends from highschool -- doing stuff we used to do back then. God, does this make me immature? i mean finding it hard to move on to college?

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
` Mass only

What are you wearing?
` clothes i usually wear when im at home -- shirt and shorts

Are you younger than 21?
` yes, 5 years younger

Do you currently want to scream at the top of your lungs?
` naah. leave that to Brit. haha im kinda ok today, after seeing my friends

Were you happy when you woke up today?
` idk. not really coz i thought twas gonna be a duull day. but thank God it wasnt

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
` a year ago, i was happier & louder. & i miss those times like craazy. i mean, i think about highschool every now & then more than everr

How old will you be in 13 months?
` 17

What are your plans for later?
` for later? er, watch MMK? haha. sleep, txt til my unli expires, blog some more

Could you ever smile at a stranger?
` nooo, coz im a torpe girl

What would someone find UNDER your bed?
` nothing actually. except if you count dust bunnies

Who taught you how to ride a bike?
` i think twas my suon & next door neighbor who's now soo strange. like, we dont talk at all. haha

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
` that depends on how he/she broke the 1st chance you gave him/her. if its something that oh-so-hurtish, then forget second chances

Does anyone like you?
` idk, but if someone does, im suuure its not the someone i want to like me. haha but im having my fingers crossed for something i found out recently. & its not something or someone at West. its something or someone outside West :]

What is your favorite thing to eaT?
` i used to eat a looot of unhealthy food. but im trying my best to be healthier now. haha i love most of my Mom's home-cooked meals actually. & i only discovered that liking recently. err, there are chocolates of course which i loooove to death. plus, other sweet treats

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
` when its warm, i want cold. when its cold, i want warm. see the irony? hehe

Have you ever went to someone's house without them knowing?
` ofcourse. a lot of times at my gramps' place. but theyre kinda ok with it. what's a family for, anyway?

What is the first green thing to your right?
` the window panes or glasses attached to the sliding door. idk what theyre called

Are you an adventurous person?
` if being adventurous is doing things based not on a planner, then yes, i am :]

Have you ever judged someone before getting to know them?
` yess. haha guilty of that. but actually, some of my first impressions are true. while some arent

Do you like school?
` if school is Ateneo de Iloilo- Santa Maria Catholic School, then yes. i like school :] but i graduated from it na & right now im attending to college. & its sooo not a school for a reason i already explained before in this blog

What's the last thing you thought about now?
` er, how i had fun today? times spent with highschool classmates are alwaays fun!

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
` haha, corny. i only see that in movies. & i plan not to do it coz il only get sick & my mom's gonna reprimand me for staying under the rain. haha

Is there someone you want to be with right now?
` Spartans Obstacle Digimon HSteachers. everyone i used to see back then

Why are you answering this?
` coz im booored. as usual. haha

LunaStreet adventure

so today i was actually peacefully staying at home until 5, then Ye texted me if we could hang out at Mcdo. she also said that Luj, Jenzen were coming too. so i got dressed quickly then hailed a tricycle to Mcdo. so yeah, we hung out. twas a refreshing break from all the stress wvsu is giving me.stress plus pressure plus insecurity, actually. so, i enjoyed. we laughed about the old times, shared new stories & random thoughts that just sprung out from our minds, & you know, the usualy set up when persons meet after quite a long time.
i was actually surprised by how Luj grew soooo tall. hes officially a 6-footer. REALLY. & i felt soo puny kanina. haha coz they were all so tall -- the 4 of 'em coz Happy came to join us a little later. they were 5'5' plus while i was stuck being a 5'2-er. grr. haha.
hm. so after Mcdo, we decided to go to West but we didnt go in. instead we lagaw lagaw-ed on that street until we decided to go to JD and tambay. but i didnt stay for loong like they did coz i was scared its getting kinda late na. haha. so yeah, twaaaaas FUUUUUN :]]

Friday, August 22, 2008

pambato

missing cheerdance

intrams`08. we couldnt miss it. so we made sure we didnt. haha :]]
twas nice being in the community you consider home, once more. twas nice being with people you loove so much. twas nice reuniting with some whom i used to see everyday back in highschool. twas nice being back to my dear alma mater -- Ateneo de Iloilo, ha? :]]
ok, so friends & i decided to watch the Opening of Intrams kanina at Sports Complex. & we enjoyed a lot. yes, we werent the ones who did the stunts or folk danced but we felt like we know so much about what they were doing on the court this morning, like, we belonged.
oh yes, we cheered for the Integrity Titans too. theyre like our bros & sis -- younger of course. we share the same 4th yr adviser, Bro Erol & well, for us, that kinda means something. dw we felt like we have the responsibility to support them. so we did :] cheering for them was actually fulfilling. theyre like our pambatos. we saw ourselves in them as they were dancing kanina. esp when they did the arsenal that we forgot to do last year during our turn. haha! & how could we forget the i-n-t-e-g-r-i-t-y spell out cheer? twas from us. & they did it too. ka happy ah :]
whats more happy was seeing my former schoolmates, once again. yes, they might have changed appearance & ol, but theyre still the same. i especially miss the sophomores. idk but probably bcoz they were the most friendly to us back in our senior year. they treated us as their MAnangs/Manongs. hehe. so we did a lot of congratulating & quick catching up when we saw them at SM kanina.
yaaay. im sooo happy :]

Thursday, August 21, 2008

wtvr you

hello :]
currently: HATING SOMEONE. ugh.
why cant she just keep mum about the problem she has at home? the hell we care with that, anyway.
& now, when she looks at you, she gives you this feeling as if you're the meanest person alive coz you get to enjoy life while she has to keep herself busy doing tasks.
puh-lease.
& im not the only who noticed that. coz i talked bout it with someone & that someone kinda agreed with me.
oh, here's another biggie: why is it that everytime we seem to have the time of our lives, laughing our heads off, she'd act like some kind of a spoiler gal with an invisible label on her forehead saying: "no enjoying allowed."? yes, her stares imply something like that.
i honestly dont wanna be tagged a meanie, but certain events call for me to be one. like, yesterday during one of our classes, well, she kinda pulled someone down just for the sake of following our teacher's instruction detail by detail. laaaaame. i pity that someone she pulled down :x

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i feel dumb at my new school. er no, change that. i dont want it to call my school yet. id rather refer to it as my university since a school is a second home. && at this point, WVSU seems far from being a home -- in my case, that is. anywaay, yes, i feel dumb. gone were the days when id top exams & be chosen to represent the school in whatever competition there is. right now, i feel like a total average. this isnt really a bad thing though. i mean, atleast now i know how it feels like to have lesser burden on your shoulder. there are times, however, when i feel that i couldve done or been better since the June. blaah. seeing the list of TFN topnotchers kinda made me sad at one point. blaah, call me insecure or wtvr.. but i think its pretty normal to feel that way. i mean, why would i rejoice when my name's not even on that list? id be a major hypocrite if i did so. so yes, no bragging-to-parents-bout-scores-over-dinner anymore. i used to do that a lot back in highschool, but now? it rarely happens na.
& now i have reasons to doubt what my former schoolmates who graduated ahead of us used to say: hapos college ++ that they top their class blabla. coz in west CON, its totally different. i feel the exact opposite :[
tis probably bcoz i have 167 smarter batchmates. and when i say smart, i mean it. its not the usual smart. its the extroardinary smart im talking about.
& now this keeps me thinking. if i enrolled to CPU, im definite there'd be a big diff. atleast there, i have more classmates && not all of them would have that extraordinary smartness i blabbed about a while ago.
ohoh. i have to share this too:
back in highschool, i never found myself rushing to get home after dismissal. [well, except on my freshman year o'course. i was innocent. haha!] rather, id make a lot of tambays first before finally deciding to call it a 'day'.
but now in college, i so-so cannot wait for a school day to end. like, id say a Hallellujah everytime the teachers dismiss us.
argh. this entry about college kinda reminds me that i still have a handout to read & an oratorical piece to memorize tonight. haha. sooon :]

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Byron



hey hoe. hoe&i hung out yesterday at SM after a looong time. as in, really looong. shes kinda like our queenbee or something since our sophomore year. that hoe. haha. anywaay, we were groupmates in Math & Physics investigative project [senior year] & we felt like we were soo smart. haha. we did all the tasks -- well, mostly. & the hightlight was our grade in both subjects. yaay. ka nice. haha. but everything started waay before that. you see, i used to be scared of him. haha. like, whenever he gives this glare, its like the end of the world for me. i mean, i was only an innocent girl back then in our freshmen year. oh no, i was actually more of a gullible girl. haha. & we were tasked to sit beside one another. so there, i got scared. so i gave all my praises to God when dear Sir Jere decided to make a new seat plan. hahaha :] okok, fast forward to sophie year. we shared something in common -- er, Mcflurry, thats who.. & then, we got close. hahaha. ay wow. amu toh glenu? haha. so yeah, we actually became friends. & hed always libre me, so i enjoyed his company a lot. but seriously, not just coz of the money [or.. yeah, maybe partly coz of it. hahaha]. you see, he can be trusted really. hahaha & i know he couldnt dare betray me coz i have something to blackmail him w/ courtesy of our late-night-to-early-morning-phone-talks. bwahahaha. but id rather keep my mouth shut for now. so yeah, w/ Byron, life's like whoa. hahaha & no, im not just referring to cash. its more on the friendship yknow. hahaha God, i cant believe im saying this :D:D:D

Xiao


xiao, i had to grab your pic. haha. anywaay.
HI XIAO :]
soo xiao is like, one of my two best doodler friends ever [c Musay ndi paglimti]. & shes soo far away right now. shes currently studying in APC & i have chikas in store for her but since im not registered to unli 24/7, i dont get to share those with her pa. haha. but September's nearing anywaay. yay. oh, shes also one of the three mean girls. haha. random thought: 3 years&going na ang mean girls. yaay! talks w/ her are never dull coz we have, like, a loooong list of codenames for nouns *by nouns, i meant person, place, animal, thing* haha. we have idols too. haha. & we used to gang up on Ichigo so much esp when it comes to the 'dapog'. God, im missing everything :[ & oh, she gave me otap before she left for Mla. haha. & she has this cuuute little sister who is now my schoolmate. unfortunately, i havent seen her around West still. ive been hunting for her from June til now but to no avail. she has Jingjing w/c used to dance I Got It From My Momma. hahaha ay kasadjaa ah. & we have pustanays too -- all the time. haha. oh shucks, im really missing everything. & unlike Happy, Xiao supports me when it comes to Obs, Digimon, et al. haha. & i actually dont understand why people think shes soo silent when in fact shes not. hahaha. & oh, i used to idolize her for having a unique way of sitting back in our kindergarten days. haha. && her ae's lovelife so so intrigues me. haha :D:D:D

tantaranan

okok. since im tamad to do anything related to school, id be writing entries about people i treasure the most. yeah, i know -- corny. haha. but i cant help it. college gives me more&more reasons to hate it day by day.

Monday, August 18, 2008

lagaaaw

Byron didnt go to our mini reunion so he made it up by lagaw-ing w/ me & Happy this afternoon. first, we decided to meet up at Rob coz Globe was being pigaaaw thus putting my unli service totally to waste. grr. anywaaay, after Rob we decided to visit school *by school, we mean Santa/AdI* or to go to SM City. but we ended up doing the latter. so off we went to SM City. Byron's taxi treat. waha. i miss it. then we roamed around til we saw Happy. we saw Ye too but she still needed to take her Philo exam then&there. so we lagaw-ed & lagaw-ed around til 7. God, i miss those times. & im thankful i was given the chance to hang out w/ some of the best-est people everr. yaay. great jumpstart for this week, i must say :]:]:]
XIAO. sorry we had to lagaw w/o u. haha c Happy ngsub anay cmu. haha xp

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Aug16

a recap. twas a great day. i was happy :]

after grocery-ing w/ mom & grandmum, i had doubts whether to go to the mini reunion or not. was thinking abt it the whole afternoon & by 4, Happy made it easy for me. he was acting like a conscience or something. haha. so i went anywaay.
[insert reunion here]
&& i gobbled up a cup of yogurt coz i skipped dinner. yes, the yogurt was all mine. haha no Wencys to interrupt whatsoever.
&& at 12, i dozed off to sleep only to dream abt something, er, unexpected and totally confusing. agh, i dont want to think abt it anymore coz.. well, dreams are dreams. period. theres no way they are ever gonna come true.
&& when i logged in to my multiply just minutes ago [aienseven.multiply.com], i saw Xiao's doodle for me! i was touched :'] she really made an effort after knowing that all the other highschool doodles she used to draw were taken by Frank. thanks Xiao. i have a feeling ur gonna read this. hahaha :]

Saturday, August 16, 2008

buto't balat, pre

no pics yet. not yet uploaded, i mean.
anywaaay, it started w/ me having doubts whether to go or not. Byron was forcing me not to go, while Happy was, like, saying i'd miss half of my life or sumthing if i dont.
but i ended up going anywaaay.
so i rode the jeepney with Musay going to Atrium where we met up w/ Happy. then we walked all the way to Buto't Balat near Sm Delgado where the others were already seated. Sir H & Bro were there too.. & they libred us. weee. hahaha :]:] i had fun :];]

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

getcha head in the game

wtvr. this blog entry's title sounds laaaaame, i know xp. i just cant believe we managed to get a 1.25 in PE for our dance performance. haha! & we only practiced for, like, five hours? yaaay. im so happy :]]
i love how my midterm exam grades are turning out to be, so far. i got an ok grade in Chemistry, specifically -- the subject i fear the most. grr: 1.75. haha, atleast it's not a 2plus. then, in psychology [my second most feared subject] i got a 1.5 despite the lack of studying. weee :] yaaay.
these days, i feel like im so diligent. haha, when it comes to school work that is. i always find myself doing school work first before turning on the TV or positioning myself in front of the pc. yaay. haha
on the other hand, OLYMPICS. argh, RP Team is kulelat, tbh. i only update thru the medal counts and US, CHN, NK are leading. RP? O medals. no golds, no silvers, no bronzes.
anywaay, i still have to do research. i didnt know how that UAAP FEU dude got shot while playing. haha, & i think nows the time i should investigate. :d

Monday, August 11, 2008

monday

today i did nothing. literally.
we didnt meet for our TFN class, so after Math plus some meeting with my PE group, i headed to my gramp's place where i stayed from, like, 9 in the morning til 7 in the evening.
anywaay. i was bored -- the whole time. haha, i never thought watching tv nonstop can give me migraine. but i did turn off the tv, to sleep. haha. i know i dont make sense here but thats ok.
anywaay agen.
uhm.
blaah, wtvr. babaay

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Tony

entitled that coz i saw Tony at KFC earlier this evening. wla lg. hehe i was surprised when someone poked my back. haha twas him gle. anywaay. nothing interesting happened today. only that i bought a new pair of school shoes. finally, a break from the heels that had been killing me for weeks x_x uh, whatelse? went to mass with fam, ate dinner with them too, watched PDA -- blaah, the usual routine. so why am i still blogging now? haha.

oh yeah, i noticed how little kids dress these days. mhen, not one of them i saw in St. Clement's was wearing heel-less shoes. haha! grabe. but they pulled it off naman so i see no problem with it. lol.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

er

things ive realized only very recently:

` when Happy texts me to call him coz hell say something important, hes bluffing.
` brownies give the highest sugar rush you can imagine handling.
` chocolates dont last long in our Ref.
` my school heels are gradually killing me.
` i walk to school practically everyday & i see no problem w/ it. haha!
` ive lost almost all the highschool pictures i bought at very high prices. thanks Frank

brownie overload

HAM hung out after my Chemistry midterm exam yesterday. they waited for me to finish it within an hour and a half, & we decided to savor the end-of-midterm-joy by heading to SM City, wearing our uniforms. is that even allowed? idk. haha!
we had lunch at KFC - something we havent done for a long while. i remember our last meal together was like months ago. so after lunch, we strolled around hoping to find me a good pair of black school shoes. but to no avail. then feeling our tummies rumbling again, we decided to stuff it with chocolate. YUM. BROWNIES! argh, & we really had quite a sugar rush btw. haha xp
twas FUUUN, really :]

Sunday, August 3, 2008

midterm

this week. will be on hiatus til then.