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first and foremost, aien recommends plurk.com: plurk.com/pasaien :]

currently picnik-ing. multiply-ing. plurking.

so yes, i am in the mood to blog. its very obvious since i am carefully picking out the best words to put here. haha.

hodgepodge:
i. today we had a Funda lecture w/ Ma'am Junah. joooy. but she's a great CI, honestly. she doesn't lull me to sleep at all.
ii. test about Comfort/Hygiene -- i checked DA's paper.
iii. test about Activity/Exercise -- DA checked my paper.
:))
i wish i had a higher score on the 2nd test though. darn it. i got 13/20. laaame. & he had to be the one to check it. :\
iv. my scores, so far: 7/10. 5/10. 17/20. 15/20. 18/20. 13/20. great isn't it? & now i even have Lira's quiz to worry about. that was effing hard. she didn't include the major concepts at all. grr. i wish i could curse. but i'd leave that for some other time.

v. cakes me high. :]

vi. kiliiiiiig - DA. hahaha!

vii. ChaChu, on the other hand, had to leave for their CHN. that's okay. haha. a sight of Chachu per day is enough to make my day. =)) stupid, but it rhymes!

viii. turns out Martin [hi Maaaart! ifever you're in your stalking mode right now. haha xD] & DA are family friends.

ix. i hate ChaChu on friendster. bla.

x. Wayne & i were caught not CWTS-ing. i was damn scared. he was scary. no, not Wayne.

xi. i can't wait for Ohana [CON's Family Day] on friday! my twin aunts, uncle, niece, cousin, et al are coming over. hahaha. it's up to you to believe my lineage or not. xD

xii. i am, surprisingly, enjoying college so far. yes, the worries about grades are still there of course. but that's okay. haha. it's a nice feeling to wake up everyday & getting all excited about going to school. :]

them Einsteins. WTVR.

linte. i feel like a total dumbo when i'm w/ my classmates. & this day had to remind me of how that feels. 15 out of 20 wouldve been okay in highschool, w/ the Spartans. but now it makes me feel like im the dumbest person everr. 5 f*cking mistakes & i go feeling ashamed of myself already. its like getting drowned in a sea of Einsteins. really. this was not my day. am i really dumb? or is it just my classmates' paranoia that continues to pull me down? its so hard to excel when you know the other 40 something people you sit with in a classroom are waaaaay too overly competent when it comes to grades.

but really, im scared. im scared of failing. & what happened today felt like it. even worse coz we had to say our scores out loud for everyone to hear.

so i maybe acting like a paranoid now. thanks BSN 1B ha. all this cream-of-the-crop-that-you-should-excel-in-wtvr crap is getting on my nerves. why cant they not be under paranoia's spell even for a while?

: people-are-expecting-too-much-from-your-college. yeah right. i shouldve known better than to finish the NAT in a breeze if thats the case.

: smartest-people-ever. yeah, theyre smart. so for a change, i go feeling dumb. all the time.

WHAT i've been missing, so far:

i. One Tree Hill -- the greatest TV series everr. swear to God. screw Sky Cable for cancelling ETC. Velvet's so suck-y. anyway, i was on my way home late this afternoon when i thought about what to do when i get home. that's when i remembered OTH. i just loove everything about this series. its better than The OC. better than Veronica Mars. better than Gilmore Girls. better than 7th Heaven. really. & now while browsing through every web page that contains details about it, i realize ive been missing out on a lot already. i mean, a LOT. they're almost halfway through the 6th season! & unlucky me. i only got to watch til the 10th episode of the 5th season. that's coz this stupid pirated DVD i bought a month ago won't cooperate. yes, visually, its okay. but i cannot hear a single word. effin. i sooo miss it. :(( i wanna have an OTH day where i can indulge myself to DVDs w/ the complete series from season 1 to 6. waaah. :((

[insert pic here. hahai am so lame]

ii. Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince [book] -- seeing the trailer minutes ago made me want to read the book again. too bad the book someone gifted my brother with is not currently hear. grr. i just want to refresh my memory about the whats & all the other stuff before i see the movie come summer time. like really. i want to lay my hands on one now! as in at this very moment. yes, im desperate. i had even considered photocopying the whole book awhile ago. haha.

those were the days :]

1. What year were you born in?
` 1991

2. Favorite Spice Girl when you were young?
` baby spice. haha Emma B-sumthing

3. Backstreet boys or NSYNC?
` Westlife :D but then if i had to choose between the two, then id go w/ Nsync.

4. Did you watch S Club 7?
` no

5. What was your favorite, Sandlot or Little Rascals?
`
6. Did you ever have light up sneakers?
` yes!

7. What was your favorite thing about recess?
` the fact that my mom always loaded my lunchbox w/ yummy food. haha. but axli, there was this one time when somebody hacked my lunchbox :[

8. Cinderella or Snow White?
` snow white, of course

9. Did you wake up really early just to watch cartoons on Saturday morning?
` yes. dw tanga. hahaha mga Little Lulu kag Pappyland na bla. & many more

10. What was your favorite holiday?
` any bsta may gift nga buluksan. haha

11. Did you ever try to stay up on Christmas just so you could see Santa?
` yes. i attempted to catch him putting gifts on the socks our mom told us to put up-- but to no avail. she even told us that she saw Santa at Atrium doing some last minute Christmas shoppin. & i actually believed it. & even told my friends about it. hahahaha =))

12. What grade did you like the best?
` grade 6? idk really

13. Ninja Turtles or Power Rangers?
` power rangers forever and ever.

14. What Power Ranger were you?
` i remembered. c Kimberly na bla. ang pink! hahaha x)) shet, im enjoying this

15. Did you ever own a Chinese jump rope?
` yes

16. What was your favorite thing to eat?
` chicken bone -- accdg to Manong. back then, they would order him ChickenJoy from Jobee then i would take care of the bone. oh God. hahaha

17. What was your favorite color back then?
` pink

18. Barney or Sesame street?
` neither. haha

19. Do you ever miss being a little kid?
` yes. this survey makes me miss it

20. Do you wish you were older?
` sometimes

21. What was your first pet's name?
` we had too many dogs

22. Who was your best friend in kindergarten?
` haha paolo amigo & kevin yao. talk about tomboy-ing. i used to hang out w/ them a lot. hahaha shet i was such a guy

23. Are you still friends with the person you were best friends with in the 3rd grade?
` i forgot. haha

25. What was your all time favorite movie as a kid?
` Titanic lg dumduman ko. coz it used to appear on TV a lot as in everyday

26. Which did you like 'Are You Afraid Of The Dark' or 'AHH! Real Monsters?
` Are You Afraid lg ndumduman k.

27. Did you watch Rockos Modern Life?
` no. dw ndi mn na uso sg una

28. Who was your favorite Rugrat?
` Angelica. & then Tommy. haha

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woah. it has been like, um, years already since my last post. my schedule's to blame for. i barely even see ham nowadays.. or any of my highschool friends for that matter. these days, its just me & my books. & unfortunately or fortunately, my classmates. ugh.

okay, so maybe i still have ms. pessimistic within me. but this will pass sooon. haha. its just that sometimes, some of my classmates can be such b*tches. for example, theres this classmate of mine who is waaaaay tooo loud. there are times when i find myself wishing that she' ll fall over a puddle of mighty bond just for her to shut the eff up -- for a change. because fyi, not everyone cares about her business so theres no need for her to broadcast. there are insensitive ones too. like -----. hahaha & no, the # of dashes do not correspond to the number of letters in her name. i am just glad i had that talk with ham last week after she f*cked up my saturday morning. puhlease, loser. shes like the type who's gonna hate you if you're crushing on her guy.. or no, on her crush rather. WTVR. shes sooo highschool.

so im not writing a post for their sake. so imma skip some other insensitive b*tches & proceed to the good news. haha xD

hodgepodge:

i. heels and i just dont match. we just dont.

ii. Tita Ne's like the coolest aunt everrr.

iii. DA's so like not gwapo. period.

iv. red is cool. he made it cool. no, not DA. hahaha

v. Tubol has been like getting on my nerves since last week. its a good thing she noticed. at least shes not talking to me that much anymore. yaay! xD

vi. Funda is sooo unpredictable. the tests are quite bitchy. i spent the whole night studying on a particular concept only to find out the next morning that she only included 3 terms. argh

vii. i watched Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants 2 & i liiiiked it :D

journey

today i watched the Journey to Forever play. twas kinda okay actually contrary to what most of my friends were saying. i enjoyed it somehow. of course, i enjoyed seeig Obs dance the most. hahaha =))but really, aside from that, i found it great. seriously. & oh, i looooved the Noodle song! hahaha twas my favorite. i hope Bro E will post it soon on imeem or somewhere. haha xD

good times

Name five people you've talked to today?
` Bd, Finny, Kai, Lorene, & DA -- hahaha, asa. college buddies

Is anything wrong with your eyes?
` yes! kay gatingala cla kg ngaa crush ko mga crush ko. hahaha =))

Do you throw your candy wrappers away?
` obviously

Do you ever write notes on your hand?
` if im desperate, yes

Last time you cried? Why?
` like a week ago

Do you cry when you get an injury?
` xmpre. hahaha

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
` uh, brothers?

Last movie you watched?
` MyOnlyYou -- dont watch. hahaha kita mo wla nglast for more than 2weeks. te

Where did u sleep last night?
` there

Where is your phone?
` somewhere near. haha

When is the last time you were in a swimming pool?
` dugaaay na. but i'll be in one soon :-ss

Have you ever fallen backwards on a chair?
` medjo lg. haha

Are you happy right now?
` a bit

Do you miss anyone?
` mean girls

What do you feel like watching?
` a romantic comedy flick

Do you ever try to write with your non-dominant hand?
` yes

Who makes you laugh the most?
` dwarves, ham, sims, mean girls, goth girls ONLY

Do you get annoyed when you see some sort of bug flying around at the corner of your eye?
` yeah xur

Who starred in your last dream?
` DA. hahaha jowk. idk. i forgot

If you could only see in shades of only one color, what color would you want?
` white

Whats on your mind right now?
` ngaa nabunggo. hahaha

What makes you happy?
` food

Have you ever gone Christmas caroling?
` no

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
` YES. VERY. THANK YOU. THAT WAS WHAT I NEEDED. HAHA

Whats an obsession you have?
` y8.com dress up. haha

How many pillows do you sleep with?
` 3 plus Wawa

What are you drinking right now?

When's your birthday?
` soon

Who were the last people you hung out with?
` er. college buddies

What are you wearing right now?
` pambalay clothes

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
` no

What are you listening to?
` a tv ad

How's the weather?
` gloomy

Do you like the color gray?
` not much

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
` the girl who sells food in the canteen =))

Do you regret doing something today?
` alot

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
` YES. OMG. YOU ARE SO READING MY MIND. HAHAHA

Do you think you're old?
` no. im only 16

Are you afraid of the dark?
` used to

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
` Christmas08

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
` like months ago. pulii naaaa

Have you told anybody you loved them
` yes

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
` idk. haha

Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
` no thanks

Have you ever told anyone you were OK when you really weren't?
` yes

Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
` xuur

What is one thing you miss about your past?
` good times :]

Do you talk a lot?
` depends kg cnu pod ko

confused, actually. haha

greaaaaat. i am confused. grr how you confuse me. & no, im not confused about my gender. thats completely waay out of the topic. im perfectly female actually. haha.

so yeah, i have this one confusing thing in mind right now. & its thanks to Funda slash NUR201. argh. but anywaay. so yes, i was confused the whole morning. from the moment Prof started her lecture til the time i got out of the campus. & oh yeah, i am even still confused til now. thanks gd ha.

okok. nuff about this confusion. actually, i should be in school at this very moment -- cleaning. haha but i decided not to. the weather's being gloomy still & i dont wanna wet my feet, not now after i saw that trail of literal shit near Mercury. major ewness.

btw, i bumped into DA during the 15minute break the Prof gave us. neither of us said sorry. hahaha but Finny (hi Fin!) had been acting as if its my fault & i shouldve said sorry. but i totally know its not my fault. i was looking somewhere else & he shouldve known better than to walk right past at me. duh.

ok

currently listening to: Kanye West's Love Lockdown, 808s & Heartbreak album

i was out w/ cousins awhile ago. they needed a charger for their phone & so we decided to meet up at Mcdo near WVSU. i had fun for a short while. twas short-lived. they needed to be home before 6. that, for our grampa, is already late btw.

okaay. so CC is viewing everybody but me. hahaha wtvrr. grr. i still have classes tomorrow. waa. plus do day! my third one so far. haah

before i sleep

instead of answering yet another survey. haha xD

i. omg. he's in Happy's friends list. waa. yes, call me jealous or wtvr. hahaha
ii. Nursing is such an expensive course. that thought finally sank in just this afternoon
iii. hahahaha to someone i superglued before. period

hi. baaaack. haha :] after almost a week without going 10 feet any nearer to the computer. aah, i missed the Web. haha anywaay. i was busy -- yes, even if its our semestral break. okay.

over the week, i:

i. was able to find a new crush. hahahaha yes, that was what i busied over the whole time. haha kidding. but yeah, i did find one while i was about to burst due to the pressure slash stress caused by the scholarshiop thingy i needed to process. no, change that, i found two/! at least, they eased the pressure. haha! and yeah, its finally goodbye DA. hahaha! go C&A xD & no, its not that airhead everyone knows. haha & the other one's someone everybody will find difficult guessing who :]

ii. became an academic scholar. yaay me. haha. it actually started with me having second thoughts whether to go for it or not. the time we received our chem class card, i was only joking when i suggested to my college buddies, 'mpa scholar nlg ta bla. kamahal gd ya.' i didnt know we were serious. haha we headed to OSA & got forms. then for the next two days, i completely abandoned it in my room.

then came what i thought was our enrollment proper day. wrong. as soon as i arrived at school, almost everyone i knew was busy filing slash completing slash processing their scholarship forms. not enrolling. but i did nothing. afternoon came & when almost everyone was done with their forms, that was only the time it dawned to me that scholarships help. hahaha & twas past 3 already. & the enrollment was scheduled the next day! thank God there were some helpful batchmates who told me the whats & the hows. thanks B-ers! xD

so yeah, so i dungan-ed the enrollment the next day with the processing of ny scholarship. & thats it . i officially became a scholar with only the miscellaneuous fees to pay. free tuition! yaaay. but not im totally pressured. i have to maintain a gpa lower than 1.5 still next sem plus no grade below 2.25. GOD, help me.

trust me, doing both on the same day was stressful. Marj & i were lucky. really.

iii. realized that DA shouldnt be taken for granted. or, er, belittled? haha. i have my reasons why i told Bd so. & no, im not crushing on him anymore. fellow scholar dude! xD haha

iv. missed my elder brother so much. haha. cant wait. hes coming home tomorrow, finally. w/ my skinnies & the psp. hahaha