99 red balloons

LSS. :))
"You and i, and a little toy shop
Buy a bag of balloons with the money we've got."
I just realized that i can't fully rejoice right now. post tests and midterm exams are all in queue and that line is absolutely scaring me like :-ss.
And what's with his plurk about not drinking and smoking in the last 24 hours? *rolls eyes*
August starts tomorrow and i really, really, REALLY promise to start saving. :) aaah, the thought of reconciling with money makes me the happiest girl everr. hahaha :)) jk.

if i were lactose intolerant,

Okay.
And again, my mind goes blank. :\
Actually, i do have something in mind but im not quite ready to say it out loud YET. i know a pair of very, very watchful eyes is carefully reading everything i put here. and it's not just a feeling (coz Martin might probably do his usual 'feeler' look. haha). :))

Anywaaay, a part of me is feeling guilty because i chose Fun Days over Bd's fiesta. haha. but another part is telling me that it's okay. hahaha :)) but seriously, i'd really want to go FunDay-ing. or else i'd continue looking like a fool nodding in agreement to what my batchmates say like how i used to last year:
me: cno na xa mn?
L: ang nag declame toh bla sa fun days.
me: ah okay.
:/ see? that's totally not good.
ii. So while i was happily (& greedily) eating a cheesecake this afternoon, i realized that if i were lactose intolerant instead, i would probably be rich by now. my past experiences tell me that my life almost revolved (and continues to revolve) around dairy-based products. and that's sad especially coz most of my allowance goes there. :(( so now i'm trying to move on from that dairy phase so please, Coop & stalls outside Coop, help me! i need to not buy from you starting tomorrow. i badly need to save right now for something (and again)

iii. And now my notes are telling me to study. Bye.

Where's my pot of gold?

After viewing my blog and comparing it to someone else's blog, i now come to the conclusion that my blog is a very, very sad blog. and it's a very redundant one as well. how sad.
As a way of recuperating, i've decided to write an entry before i go to sleep tonight. and what i just said doesn't make sense i know but im pretty sure i made my point about nonsense being refreshing ages ago. so here i go ago with my usual blabber. :((
The weekend has been a blessing. :) i almost forgot how it's like to stay up late on Friday nights and wake up not earlier than 10 the next morning. wee.
& it's a sad fact that Ateneo lost to UP today. and it's sadder that i didn't get to watch the game because we all got hooked on Aira's scary story while eating spaghetti this afternoon. and now i don't even want to sleep along tonight. and the saddest part of it all is that my brothers don't want me to sleep in their room tonight. maybe i'll try sleeping w/ the 'rents tonight. oh God i feel so alone.
'Kay. moving on. intensive lecture starts tomorrow. i sort of miss staying in school instead of CHN-ing so i think i can keep up with it for a day. haha.
I'm excited. :)) not for the lecture obviously. but because 1) Ye and Xiao are both coming home next weekend 2) Bd and i made a mission for this week and it involves something very, very important. haha 3) the end of the month's nearing w/c means i won't be bankrupt for too long. yay!
So after reading that last line, you might think im a money-hungry freak. well, that's partly true. i am. hahaha :)) i don't entirely agree that money makes the world go round but it's a necessity especially on weekends when people start gm-ing you to hang out and when you feel all dramatic and decide that anywhere's better than home. trust me, i know how that feels. and it's not good. :(

:):):)

A/L: May filmviewing kmi cya sbng Sir.

Sir O: Filmviewing? grabe ba. may 150 xa kda oras nga ma filmviewing lng? ubrahon k mn na bla sa sunod.

:)))

Thank God it's Friday! :D

And i bring myself close to tears as i say that. haha.

Anywaaaay,

i was actually in the mood to blog minutes ago. but people started pm-ing me putting this entry sort of on hold for a while. haha.

K. done. :)

I think i might have dysmenorrhea at this very moment and i know that sucks. and it even sucks 10 more times because i cant laugh out loud coz if i do, i might end up with a more aching pus-on. :((

Class-free day tomorrow! :)) but it's sad that it has to fall on a weekend when im very much bankrupt (again!). so now im wishing for a miracle like cousins who'd decide to show up later and libre us or maybe Obs finally calling it quits (w/ B, of course). haha that would definitely brighten up my already-bright weekend. :)

I don't understand why i never got excited since HP7's first day in theaters. it's a bit different from how i used to act back in high school. does this mean im finally outgrowing that Potter fan stage? :) or maybe my hormones are telling me not to get too hyped up because of the financial crisis im currently undergoing. haha.

Seriously dwarves, i'd rather go on a roadtrip than on a night out because i am very much positive that some people are gonna be there when we do the latter. and thats not really a fancy thought. haha.

Hey, girl. i added you somewhere. :)

Of missing shirts and molo balls

The day wouldve been 27x better if we Amazing Race-d instead.

&& if it didnt take us thaaaaat long to finish the open forum.

But wtvr, what's done is done so here we go again, Pescar food. :))

All of a sudden, i hate Thursdays. and im not gonna explain this further just coz i dont want to have my blog infested with kagaw-related terms so okay, im stopping right now.

Okay.

I cant believe CHN's over. K. that's all. haha. :))

Lalala

Hello, blog. i missed you. :)

Jack and Jill DIDN'T WENT up -- Sir L :))

Thank God it's Thursday!

Thursdays are always lmao days. :))

I talked to Hoe last night! (and this excitement can be explained by the fact that it has been months since our last talk. imy still, Dwarves!) he lost his phone AGAIN. and i kinda feel guilty for it because my text was the one that provoked him to remove his phone from his bag. sorry, Hoe. :) anywaaay, i had to cut our convo short because i thought it better to do some last-minute studying before going to sleep last night. and as usual, i enjoyed chitchatting with him. idk why but his chikas always work as instant pick-me-uppers to me. :) til next time, Hoe.

I hope Xiao calls too. :) then we can set up other pastry days. and go over the McFlurry&Ricochet bet we made like three years ago. haha.

Venipuncture practical tomorrow! i don't want to give Ma'am M any of my blood. :( but i have to be strong enough to do it in exchange for a high grade. but i'm honestly trembling at the thought of the syringe coming in contact w/ one of my veins. so Lord, please make me a brave girl just for tomorrow morning's practical. as in i reallyy need you to rub off some courage on me right now. AS INNNN. :(

And now i come to realize that tomorrow's gonna be a very, very busy day. shetness. so now this is leaving me with doubts on whether to attend the acquaintance party or not tom night. but whatever i decide on, i still have to pay 50php anyway. and i don't like the idea of paying for something that i wouldn't be able to make use of. so wtvr.

Dinner's calling. i'll get back to this later maybe. :/

A boy and a girl and a hook and a game

Lez play a lovegame. :))
Nagtext c Big Bro. hahaha.

Hoy, hoy buloy

I have a feeling that it's high time for me to post something worth reading here.

So i think i'm gonna do that now. haha! unless someone suddenly calls me down for dinner. but anywaaayyy..

1. Okay. so i really, really think i have found an Obs replacement. hahaha :)) sorry, Xiao. i can't seem to resist. hahaha. but it's not like Obs (the real one) is getting married to her tomorrow w/c means that i still have the chance to screw things up for them in the coming days. yaay for jealous people like me! >:) but seriously, i think i have to content myself with an Obs replica for a while. if i don't, i might probably suffer a seizure or something. oh how i so miss seeing Obs (wait, Hoe says stalking is a better word. lol)!

2. I registered to Unli after a weeek. improvement. haha and the unli txts will all be for Hoe, Happy, Mus, Xiao, Ye, Luj, Jenzen, Megan, Shyne, Angel because all of a sudden i misssss them. :(

3. I think i should stop the habit of smirking slash giggling slash grinning alone in public. people are probably starting to think that im weird or something. first, there was Diaper* who spotted me acting like some lonely lunatic walking behind Martin. then, Dodong* saw me too! :)))) HAHAHA this isn't good. i shall redeem myself one of these days.

4. Toto* is absolutely making me smiiiile like crazy. Lifeline meetings never fail to entertain me. entering their office feels like entering a comedy bar. seriously, i super enjoy it. hahaha =))

5. Yo, so it's your birthday. 'Kay. Happy burrday. :)

6. I don't understand why you have to be so maldita to me. it's not like we ever fought over a guy or a cookie or something. and you too. i just don't get it. i'm trying my betch i mean best to be polite but you two don't seem to exert any effort to do the same.

7. Actually, i miss SM. haha. the last time i was there was the day the Dwarves KI-ed and that's a very, very long time ago. i need to R&R some time soooon. and i think i might do that tomorrow.

8. It sucked that i didn't get to ride with boxers today. sad. so now im thinking of trying my luck again tomorrow. haha

9. Big Bro. aah, the fun of CON's acquaintance parties. so are you gonna remain pakipot forever? coz if you do, k. haha but it must be fuun to see you go all red facing your lil sisters after you addressed us with 'mangloy' and 'sapat' in the bulletin board :))

10. I have to find something black to wear for next Saturday. and my mind totally goes blank everytime i decide to plan my outfit. black's one of my two least fave colors but i have to give in to the theme so that's not exactly a very comforting thought.

11. Ten's enough for now, i think. i still have class tomorrow darnit. bbye. :)

Never again will i go near you, tree

I met Boxerboy today. :)))
BWAHAHAHA.
& he wasn't in boxers and Crocs so i was like, 'whoa! is that really you?'
But i ended up convincing myself that it was really him anyway. lol.
I got bitten by an insect of some sort today too. :(
And it had to hit me on my face. but im thinking that maybe it's God's way of bitchslapping me because i have done pretty much a lot of backstabbing recently. and it's all thanks to someone who's a very very bad influence to me. sad, i know.
G'naaayt.

who are you, Big Bro?

Describe some male you know that plays a guitar.
Na dengue xa once before. :))

Describe the first person you can think of that has a tattoo.
Boxer boy. i think he has one. and i miss it :(

What brand of shoes are you wearing?
Tiniil takon.

What is the title of the last song you sang?
Heal the world lss. haha!

Who is your least favorite teacher?
I dont hate any. :) teachers are our second parents. we should love them like our real moms and dads. :)

Have you ever been to Disney World?
Storyland lg. :))

What is the strangest screen name you've ever had?
chickencore. ka wtf gle bla. sbng k lg na realize. hahaha

What is the most disgusting food you have ever eaten?
Passion by Fire. :

When you and all your friends get together, what do you usually do?
Ga =)) around Ledesco. ga argue about what movie to watch and eventually end up buying tickets for the lousiest one. ga studio pic (w/c i miss. hahaha). ga Mcdo! ga ginaga. how i miss it. :)

Do you have any friends you don't really trust?
Oh yes, Martin. >:)))

Has anyone ever rang your doorbell in the middle of the night?
Only gago does that.

How do you react when strangers say hello to you at random?
Ga kurog atay k nga dw :-ss. :))

Are you comfortable walking around in public by yourself?
No, actually.

Do you like walking, or prefer getting driven?
Not getting driven. driving by myself. hah, i wish

When was the last time you had to go to the hospital?
Last sunday to autoclave stuff.

Do you wake up in the middle of the night a lot?
No.

What do you feel is the most pointless class that you're taking?
Philo. i really, really dont get anything.

Do you watch John & Kate + 8? Who's your favorite?
John. kay dw mas hot pamatian kaysa kay Kate. =))

Your last detention: What did you get it for?
We only have warning slips. and it was because none of brought soap during hospital duty. haha

What is your favorite makeup item to wear?
Lefglus. makeup nxa?

What were you doing before you got on the computer?
Was eating.

What's a name you wouldn't mind having?
Celestine. dba nami? hahaha

What do you think of Barbie dolls?
They used to be the ones that kept PA and me together. hahaha

Would you rather move to Europe or South America?
Europa.

Can you forgive the last person who broke your heart?
I will always forgive you, Obs. :)

Have you ever had a stalker?
Ako ang nagstalk. hahaha =)) pro feeling k gna stalk k ni Diaper. beat that, betch. :))

Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
At times i do. at times i just keep mum. like what i do with ----. :))

Is it easy to embarrass you?
Sort of.

In your opinion, what is the funniest TV show?
That's so Raven!

What TV show drives you crazy?
Lots.

Who was the last male you talked to?
Bro.

Who is someone that can always make you laugh?
Mom. unintentionally. :)) jk. damu, actually.

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
Was checking out someone during Ma'am P's lecture. jk hahaha

What were you doing an hour ago?
Downloading The Corrs' songs! and (oh) talking to Martin.

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
Noooo. i love where i live. everything's so convenient. including BoxerBoy. hahaha

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
Ma fresh milk therapy coz i can feel my bones degenerating :( sad. and hospital duty, too i guess. haha

Do you have your future childrens' names picked out?
Celestine forever and ever. ang may maagaw patyon.

Are you cold right now?
Nuu.

Gringgo rhymes with bingo!

So that was a bit mean of you not to leave your dad with anything. wtvr, it's not like you left me with even just a block of chocolate anyway. but, rest in peace still, MJ. :)

I hate faulty signals. Bd, you need to fix your connection. it makes me bitiiin everytime i have to photoshare something with you and you just, all of a sudden, go offline.

And no Mart, you can't come sushi-tripping with me. it's something i'd like to do on my own, seriously...

:)) hahaha. who am i kidding? i can't be serious around you. sheesh. hahaha :))

Villa Estrella is set for tomorrowww! Yeehee. :) i have a feeling that i'll go crushing on Jake after tomorrow. haha ok.

I don't understand why TV Patrol has to make a biggie out of BoF every single day! seriously, it has been on the news since the prehistoric era. ok, so i know fangirls would probably kill to know how much Jun Piyo's suit costs or what shampoo Jan Di uses but seriously, BoF is soooo not daily news-worthy. so cut the slack and give us better news, please? like me receiving a friend request from Diaper, perhaps. or how my gum went haywire just before the TapTap challenge. :))) hahaha. self-centered much, i know. hahaha.

I can't wait for next week's CHN! ok, so i can actually wait. but i sorta am (surprisingly) looking forward to lugging around my heavy bag and doing all that jazzy things we do in Buntatala. haha. but i am so noot excited about getting grammatical corrections on my journal! so i know people make mistakes and they need to be corrected. but people should not correct other people's grammar with an even wronger one! >:(( and i know my sentence construction was not even crooked in the first place. i just happened not to follow the lame subject-verb order w/c that person seemed to have been so accustomed with very, very much. and now when i think about it, i honestly find it funny. :)))) oh well. if he wants to make my sentence a phrase, then so be it. :)))